sadeyes - on one
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"on one" by @lilsadeyes from the 'patient death' ep, out now
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lyrics:

i have a dream each night, of a version of me
i can’t believe i started drinkin at a quarter to three
you always wanted me to blow up, but i struggle to breathe
cause i can’t really stand the thought of being sober this week

she said i’m on one,
baby i got a problem
i thought i had my friends but
i guess i must’ve lost em

i just wanna be happy
i know i’m not content
giving up on my friendships
i’m fucked up more than my ex

i guess i get it this is everything you wanted right
you like to act like you were happy
i guess i get it this is something that you do at night
you knew the script yeah you were acting

why can’t i remember what it feels like to be strong
you were all i ever wanted, now i want nothing at all
you can’t use me up discard me, i’m not garbage i’m not trash
you’re an anchor on my soul you took the me i can’t get back

she said i’m on one,
baby i got a problem
i thought i had my friends but
i guess i must’ve lost em

i just wanna be happy
i know i’m not content
giving up on my friendships
i’m fucked up more than my ex

produced by dercept, Chris Marek

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directed/edited/produced by phvzes
production design/co producer: holly luscher
asst. director: syade shields
director of photography: andrew johnston
vfx: ctrl.vfx
gaffer: daniel tansley
1st ac: kam nowry
mua: katie kissler
production assistant: jordan salazar
production assistant: david brain
bts: kez
written by phvzes & holly luscher